hui xiang cong qian yi yang ma?
wo xiang zai ye bu hui le





missing those
precious memories
they are like firms
playing w/o sounds
playing on and on
thru moi mind





hao xin ku





haw tu gou orn






i want my chocolate!!!
i'm dying w/o you!!!
i want you!!!
ken someone pls spare me some?





wad am i thinking now?
am i in the position to think
whether i can choose to continue or not?
NO
i can't
i have choosen that path
she's right
i can't be so selfish
i have to think throughtly
it's really really unfair
i musn't
continue or let go?
[confused]






i'm numb
i dun even noe
how i'm feeling
whatsoever
whatever
nobody will care
they won't know
they won't understand
what can i do
manipulated
liked animals
being tortured,whipped and hurt
in circuses
cries not heard
pains not seen
agony in accompany
that's how life is
going on and on





what's wrong with me?
hahas
am i nuts?
i can't contol
i just wanted to eat chocolate so much






really wanna tell you
the urge
so uncontrollable
i can't help it
no
i can't
i can't let you know
it won't do any good
to either of us
i won't want it
no more
nightmare
had had enough of it
please go away~~~













guilt's such a weird power
it makes people do crazy things.
mena,hateful things sometimes






bruised and battered by your words
dazed and shattered
now it hurts
haven i always loved you~~~