overwhelmed with sorrow

grief-stricken

heavy-hearted

upset

miserable

low-spirited

downcast

crestfallen

down-hearted

melancholy

depressed













couldn't believe
***
would have done this









*'ve only ****** to blame
* shouldn't have done it at first
it's ** fault
not
****





*'m in no position
to say anything
*'ve no say













sha sha de
yan zhen zhen de
kan zhe **
bu neng
ye bu ke yi
mei zi ge













can't explain
how * felt
at that moment
it's like
something
really sharp
stabbing into **
heart





couldn't help
but to cry
inside
**









too numb

to care~

too numb

to cry~













deadened **
frozen heart


emotion vanished