hmmm
long time no blog
suhri wors
no time lahs
hahas
kenot niam le
got SOMEONE sae
i nvr blog
hahas
dats y
tudae
dig out time to blog luhs
hahas













dis few daes
been filin beta!
all tks to ya!
u brighten my dae...
muacks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love ya lots
love ya mor n mor
dae by dae...
hees

NOBODY
had the
power
tu hurt
and cheer mie urp
lyk e wae
u du~













hmmm
jing tian zhen de hen gao xing
tks
zui jing duo
xin shi cong cong
wu fa hao hao
de xiao yi ge
shi ni
rang wo xiao
de hen zhen
hao kai xin oh...
hees...
zhen de
bu dong ji shi
cai hui neng gou
hui dao
na kai lang de wo
yao bu shi ni
wo jiu bu hui zhe yang le
hees
luv ya
mor n mor each dae
tks
smuacks!!!













treasure u lots
kenot afford tu lose u
tks fer arl dis
suhri fer arl
those hurts
and wuries
i've created fer u
suh suhri
hope u wun
kip dem in heart

xu zhi an
wang li hong
zhou jie lun
lin jun jie
cao ge

dang wo zou de shi hou
zhen de
hen xiang
zhuan guo tou
kan kan ni yi yan









dan wo
ren xing jue jiang de
pi qi
shi wo hou hui









dang wo shang che hou
hui tou wang zhe ni
hao bu gao xing de zou diao shi
xin li
tu ran you yi gu zhen tong
fang fu
shang qian shang wan de dao
hen hen de ci jing wo de xin
tu ran you yi zhong xiang ku de gan jue

xiang dui ni shuo shen
dui bu qi
yong cuo de fang shi
qu ai ni
ying wei wo tai zai yi

understanding makes one vulnerable
[jiu ying wei tai liao jie,
shouo yi cai hen shang xin]

hmmm
i'm wondering
if u rili understan
i rili am doubting
u arl
evritime sae
u arl care
rili mehs?
rili care mehs?
rili use the correct method
to care mehs?
if rili is
den y
y am i stiu
suh hurt
by ur actions
u claim
dat u understan
rili?
u didn't even hear mie explain
did u?
did u let mie sit down
n listen tu
moi prob
when is the
last time
we sat down
n haf a gud chat?
ken u ans mie dis
i hate ppl hu
suspect mie
hu dun blif ein mie
suh wad du u wan frum mie
ni men mei ci
zi hui
ma ma MA!!!
ji shi you
rang wo hao hao de
explain gei ni men ting
ji shi you
an jing de ting wo shuo hua
mei ci
dou shuo shi wo de cuo
i'm alwaes the bad guy
ya
i'm alwaes one
in ur eyes
i'm jus sumone
hu jus wanna pley
yaya
wadeva
shuan le
fan zhen
wadeva i sae
ish arl rubbish tu u arl
shi ni men
rang wo
bian chen
yi ge bu hui
express moi filin
de ren
i've lost
moi ability tu express moi real filin
mei yi ci
zhen de hen xiang
ran ni men zhi dao
wo de gan xiang
wo de xin shi
bt u arl gave mie
back msges like
'arl he sae ish rubbish lahs'
suh y i bother tu sae
jian jian de
i becum 'numb'
i becum
sum1
hu doesn't noe
wad ish expressing moi filin
hapi?
gao xin le ma?
wadeva...
[do u rili care?i doubt so~]









hmmm
suhri wors
jus naw lyk a mad guy
hahas
suhri suhri
hmmm...
i'm orhks le
dun haf tu wuri wors
hees
jus naw
wad i sae
jus 4get it lahs
hais
nvm de
dun nid tu care
i wun tink le
suhri









you ren neng pei wo ma?
hao xiang bao zhe ni su ku~
ke yi ma?

zai ni
hai mei
fang kai
wo de shou
zhi qian





wo bu hui
li kai









xiao gong zhu
hais
really miss
those days
hmmm...
but dun wuri
i'll continue de
hees
cus
i noe
i stiu haf u~
hees
naw
u shud noe
haw i'm filin
naw le bas
since
i told u
evriting
hahas
kind orf weird sia
bt since
sae out le
jiu 4get it luhs
hahas
hmmm...
really mean
wad i sae de
u dun wuri
baut mie hur
hees
u osuh take kare
miss ya~

there is tremendous happiness in making others happy,
despite our own situations.
shared grief is half the sorrow,
but happiness when shared,
is doubled.
if you want to feel rich,
just count all the things you have that money can't buy.
"today is a gift,
that's why it's call present..."







practice makes perfect
but nth in dis world is perfect
so wad fer practice~
if u think n i tot.
hu is gouyin to comfirm?
don't take things fer granted in life
cherish em'
b4 it's too late
&
nvr regret
cus~
it's useless
stae +ve alwaes
no point frowning..=)

xiao gong zhu
when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you, I do
but i have to
just go








I don't know why
Why I did those things to you
What went through my mind
And I don't know why
Why I broke your heart in two
how I wish
you could forgive me
One more time











And I swear
I'll be there
Anytime you want me to
I'll be true
Here to you
Don't leave me lonely
Cos I need you
I can't run and hide
Cos I'm loosing you
And my chances slipped away

hahas
all jair went chalet
dad n mom
werk
so i'm left
all alone ad moi big
empty huse
hahas
the sense orf
solitariness
inexpressible
difficult to convey
wadeva
wadsuheva
hahas
alone luhs
no big deal
hahas





yeah!!!
tudae run run
den win
hees
cus orf mie
moi huse
bekum huse champ!!!
so proud orf moislf
hees
well done zan
hahas





xiao gong zhu,
dun angri wors
lyk dat means lyk dat
dun nid gif back
hahas
i haf sufficient
dun haf tu wuri
u make mie lose 1kg lehs[u noe wad i meant]
hahas
next time
dun shua pi qi le
hahas
mie scare scare
but vari cool
hahas

hmmm...
still not use to
the life
i'm having now
the so early
go home
life
hahas
but no choice
have to
wait for days
which have remedial
then can have excuses
to go home
'late'
hahas
yap
VARI late indeed
hais...
so afraid that my result
will drop
drop drop drop
die le
how?
hais...





hahas
now then i realise
my eng course that teacher
is actually quite IN
hahas
she even know
how to sing
chao chao lehs
don't play play wors
i admire her sia
she very pro de lehs
her both language
is like power man
so cool~
hahas





hahas...
moi
xiao gong zhu
suh swit
hees...

hmmm...
xiao gong zhu arh
u mus take kare orf urslf lehs
naw dat
i've 'no time'
to spend wif u
actually quite little lahs
altho evridae
c each other
but if you nid me
stiu can kurl me de
don't haf to wuri
i don't tink they'll
conficate it
hahas
i'm available 24/7
hmmm...
dat night
those words
don't put it to heart wors
i anihow sae de lahs
hees
i promise you
that i'll take care orf u
yi bei zi le
ao i won't lie to u de
ya?
believe mie wors
hees...
moi 'O' LVL
coming le
hahas
u osuh mus
stardi hard wors
orhks?
hees...
mus take GOOD kare orf urslf
i'm alwaes beside you
dun wuri
hees

you're alwaes a
SUPERWOMAN
in moi heart

you're moi SUPERWOMAN~
=]

putting an end
to my relationship
feeling really great
really relax













we're back
as b4
yeah!
don't wanna
make any
more mistake
no more













it's always better to stay single
especially
when you have someone
whom you cannot always have
in your heart

overwhelmed with sorrow

grief-stricken

heavy-hearted

upset

miserable

low-spirited

downcast

crestfallen

down-hearted

melancholy

depressed













couldn't believe
***
would have done this









*'ve only ****** to blame
* shouldn't have done it at first
it's ** fault
not
****





*'m in no position
to say anything
*'ve no say













sha sha de
yan zhen zhen de
kan zhe **
bu neng
ye bu ke yi
mei zi ge













can't explain
how * felt
at that moment
it's like
something
really sharp
stabbing into **
heart





couldn't help
but to cry
inside
**









too numb

to care~

too numb

to cry~













deadened **
frozen heart


emotion vanished