realised that i've posted quite a lot today. cus it's damn boring in school. hais. getting old. not even celebrating YOUTH day. it's kindof sad tho. i'm lyk a small kid, having ppl thinking that i stil celebrate CHILDREN's day. damn. youth day's gone. am i an adult? haa. it's kindof funny ya. i'm an adult now. hees. stil stoning in class, as usual. haa. i'm damn tired. yep. hah, bren's online. can chat wif her luhs!

damn! it's so hard to contact her. even ppl ard her don't reply to moi msges. have dey all vanished into thin air? com'on! msg me at least... haven you bought the prepaid card? she said ytd that she'll be gg to cut her hair today. yucks. haa. short hair girl! eee... so disgusting la. omg. haa. sien sien. nidta mit her n him to do project. where will they be gg ne? hope can finish the project faster then can go find darling. oh ya, just now that test is a goner. sure. cus i only could do 1 question out of 6, which is of calculation. chey. it's only 10 marks. haa. 10 u noe! nvm la. at least got some marks. hees. contented. it's so boring eh. the lesson now. about auto CAD. it's drawings done by computers. so lame la. fer wad sia. actually this course isn't fer me. i jus study fer the sake of studying n fer her. nth much. i'm interested more in cooking. yep. gonner learn skills to whip up nice dishes fer moi rstaurant. or not jus play games luhs. den find a job that i'll enjoy. work fer some times then quit then can enjoy life le la. haa. damn damn damn... don't feel lyk studying man. its such a waste of tym and $$! yeah, bren finally replied. haa. stop here 1st. cya l8r!












how do i live w/o you?
how do i live with you?

it's kindof boring now. cus studying fer moi re-test. and nth gets into moi head except fer some calculations which might get me some marks? not to pass but just at least some marks to add up to the overall marks. achiing all ova. shit. 1/2 hr more to go before i enter hell! now chatting wif tien online. miss her luhs. so long nv see her alr. next week gonna mit her up. anyone wanna come along? haa.













happy fer moi bra. tink he's happy now ba. rite? patience patience! pls... can't rush ya? beta treat bren well or u'll get it from me! haa. KIDDING la. kekex. i miss moi darling. when will she msg me ne? hope can c her l8r or wad ba.













MISSING PEOPLE I MISSED...

sien sien sien...feel lyk sleping sia!i need sufficient slep!god damn it.lost moi ez-link few days ago.fuck luhs.wadtala happened to me!maybe dear was rite.yap.definitely...have loads of proj and work to do.maybe won't have tym fer dear le.with the trainings ending l8 twice every week.and oncoming projects to finish,hope she can understand=] pray that i won't fail ani modules luhs.pray pray hard.l8r having a re-test fer MES.sien 1/2.wake up Denzel!u haf to study!at least fer the sake of her?yep.study study hard.i need to be bright fer a brighter future.haa.fer the sake of moi wife and kids...gg to study during moi 2hrs break.at least some to get a pass?yep.gonna mit moi CATS group members at 5pm to do stupid proj!buay tahan ar!i can't stand poly life.it really sucks.oh com'on.i nid some1 to push me so i can study.so hu's gonna push me in poly?all care bout themselves.fighting fer the top.lecturers talking to themselves making us go "huh?" during lectures. bt getting into JCs aren't better either.cus hafta wear skirt.hor man!wear a skirt?i'll be looking lyk a gay man.no way.was thinking of transfering to MI ytd.bt it's stupid la.cus all of them will be yr 2 n me? haa. and i can't let go of moi NPDB. we jus rox la. haa. been stoning dis few days... wad happened to me? haa. tc wors denzel. yayaya... so lame... i duno hw to tc... i lyk slacking lyk ytd. l8 at nite rotting under the moonlight. so cool. wif hot girls dancing in front. blood gush out the deep wound, i feel so hot!















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