this post is specially written for moi smallest bao bei.













hmmm, i know what you're going through this few days. i know life is hard but this's life. =] maybe you think that i'm bullshitting but what i say are words that make sense in a way. well, i just wanna say what i have to. whether you'll listen or not. is still up to you. but don't put moi effort to waste ya? i've wrote this passage for up to four times but failed. i don't know what's wrong but the page kept skipping to moi home page clearing all those words i've type. i wanted to give up initially cause i've type like whole lots of bullshit. hope you can be like me. you must persevere and stay strong ya? i lnow you can do it! hees. okay... back to the point. [ i haven't even start la!] ahem! firstly, the thing about you ex... hmmm, i have actually lots to comment bout it. okay... you wrote that you're a sucker in relationship, you're a bad girlfriend blah blah blah... have a second thought... how? are you wrong to have said that? think! IF you're a bad girlfriend, who will stay by your side for so long? 2 years darling... you think it's just 2 days! or hours? you jolly well know his character. will he stay for 2 years and stand a girlfriend like you? think clearly... i think that you've already done your part as a girlfriend. from what i've seen all the while. i know you're hurting deep down inside. let bygones be bygones. don't brood over something that's over ya? i know i'm bullshitting again. but i hope you can absorb what i've said always. it's hard i understand. it takes time to let a wound heal. moreover on the heart. it'll eventually heal drling. you always have your sweet family and your dearest and most handsome gor! hees. [that's me! =p ] to add on from what i've said. if you think that moi stand previously is not strong enough. i've a life example for you. have you ever compare with someone? i guess you'd before. well then... i hope you can do the comparison with me. think bout what i've done in the past and moi previous relationship. sorry to have mention it again. [ apology to you ] do you think i've did moi part? don't answer yes! i've never do... so what's now? as compared to many other people, he's really fortunate to have found you. how i wish i've a girlfriend like you. haa. i'm serious! but i know it's impossible for the both of us la. haa. or else i'll definitely woo you. kekex. =p













as for the friend thingy.
sa gua. what's on your mind man! like what the toot~! comon' man. you're just too not other people's friend if you think this way girl. look! many people cares for you. infact all your friends cares. especially those closer to you. care and concern is shown not very obviously. you should know it very well right? isn't it jusy so stupid to let people know that we're treating them well. this is human. a sense of feeling just so weird and stupid. haa. you must understand that it's not you're not important as a friend. maybe some of us just find it difficult to express their feelings for you. friendship is totally different from boy- girl relationship. it's a ship easy but yet requires lots of effort to build. it's a ship that doesn't sink no matter how big the storm hits and how hard the waves can swift. if a guy like you, it easy to express his feelings for you by doing things for you. frienship is very wide. in our life, we had many friends to love. that's why it's very difficult to express your feelings. i guess your main focus is on our family. i mean it's okay to think it this way i have things to clarify and explainations to do. as for most of us in this group, i find that most of us do not show out our real feelings. or we don't carry ourself well. the love in friendship is felt by our heart. and is given through our heart. maybe you didn't on your bluetooth or it's lacking. kekex. it takes time ya? you can see for yourself when you think about amilia. isn't she treasuring you like a priceless diamond? what about other people? ask you a question. do you REALLY love your friends? i'm not trying to be mean or something. i focus on that really is because i want you to think very hard. give yourself a very good answer. what's the outcome? i believe you'll say yes. well, if you think that you really love them, you cannot say things that hurt them. you know that what you wrote is very hurting to all those people who treasure you as a very good friend? i know why you've said all these words. i know you're hurt deep down inside. it's common to say those rubbish whenever one is down. we won't blame you for saying all these but i hope you can change your thinking. who says you don't have people who approach you to tell you problems? what about vaal? what about wenxi? what about gor? what about amilia? what about me? aren't we human? kekex. guess you're just too tired. you know? sometimes not getting enough sleep can let your imagination go wild. especially when you've found such a cute gor gor like me. you'll definitely go berserk without me. =p sa gua sa gua. when will you wake up from your nightmare? haa. don't worry ultraman bin pei will save the world and save this stupid girl from the evil world! yeah! loves loves.













i'm so happy for you that you've gone for the registration before it closes. 3 cheers for you! [lazy to cheer. do it in moi heart!=]] don't be so ah hai can! parents are disappointed with us is because we're VIP to them you know? haa. it's because they love you. that's why the disappointment come into the story. you must understand that it's difficult for the role of a parent. they also don't know whether to let go or hold on to us. a very difficult situation that i've seen from lots of parents and came to a conclusion that ma shi teng da shi ai. we have to be our kids' parents one day. we'll get to know what they've gone through. girl, you're still young you know. think about your parents. thay've walk a long way down and it's about half their life gone. they've alredy gone through thick and thin. it's time for us to repay them. it doesn't mean that we've to give them $$. sometimes simplity means everything. like study hard? haa. have you heard of a poem? work hard! study hard! never break your parents heart! haa. though it's a bit vintage but it means alot. i believe you can do it! you're really a very clever girl. you know how to differentiate from black and white. actually you can be a top scholar. everyone can. it's up to ourself whether we want it or not. you're just too playful lyk me. kekex. don't worry. i'm also going back to school already. so lets study hard together ya? treasure the time you can go to school. no everyone have the chance to. you're a very fortunate girl ya? and you mummy and daddy are fortunate to have you this bao bei. treasure what you have before it's too late. =]













hope that moi preaching heals and become a potion to your heart problem. keep me as a potion ya? kekex.
loves loves...
don't leave potion.
don't leave happy family.
we need each other, just like felicia need rice. opps!
=]
smiles.

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